Letting thoughts Go

I have no clue what to write about. That's not all true, I have different things that I can write about. It's just choosing on what to write about and it's like a writers block right now. I can't make up mind on anything and it's bugging me. I have a few ideas on what to write about and that is the problem. It's defiantly not like when I was 10 years ago, when I could just write down anything and come up with new stories and such. I even have trouble writing poetry. I believe that I came to another wall that I have to fight and it's hard for me to do.

So much on my mind and I think that's one of the problems, is that I have lot going on in my personal life and I want to solve everything.

So I guess this is the blog for now. Me, venting to you guys in this vast web and world. Venting about my obstacles to overcome my writing challenges and how to beat down the walls that pop up in front of me.

What usually helps me is if I find something that gets my interest that I develop an attachment to. What my friend would call a "healthy obsession". LOL.

Watch shows that I like and listen to music that I love. Not only that but have the freedom to be able to be myself in all that I do.

And to fond friends with similar interests as me. Who love to write as much as I do and to help on this journey that I stated in my earlier blogs.

A journey to find my passion again. To find that joy that makes me want to keep what I'm doing and not to be afraid to be who I am.

Ugh. Where can I find and make friends like this?