Realizing that my wish came true Pt. 2

Where did we leave off at?

Ah yes. the part where I was with my ex and how that somehow that relationship fit the criteria that I set.

I found my self saying, "I want a partner that's this and that."

To an extent he was family oriented and had strong family values, he did have long hair and took good care of it. The family values was what I wanted, the long hair was what my mom wanted. He wasn't a Christian or Navajo and that's what my mom didn't like (among other things). He did have a sense of humor.

But my boundaries were constantly crossed or challenged. I found myself trying to mod into what his family wanted and I was drained in every way.

I lost the fire to my passions, which was writing and drawing at the time. I couldn't find the joy in it anymore and I ended up talking walks in nature and crying my eyes out to Mother Nature. She listened, Artemis listened, but i didn't know at the time.

I didn't know that the Greek pantheon was there with me the entire time.

Then there came a time that I could not take it anymore. I grew tired of being drained and looked down on and not being appreciated. I left.

I stayed with my dad and started to find myself again. There in that time a old friend ( who is now my significant other) helped me get out of the situation, my other friend did as well (she helped me pack up everything and leave the place), my old friend he helped by listening to what I had to say, to what i felt during the entire relationship. He then picked me up and helped me be me again by standing by my side and not in front of me.

I slowly realized that this is where it was all leading too.